I take the GRE next weekend and I am super nervous. This test has become my life over the past month or so and I am worried that I won’t do as well on it as I like and then I will feel like I wasted all that time and missed out on doing things for no reason. I know I am blowing this out of proportion, it’s just a test and I can take it again, but I feel as if it’s more than that. It’s the first big step I’m taking to get into grad schools. It’s the first big step i’m taking to one of the biggest commitments I will make in my life. The career path I will study for. If i’m being completely honest, I’m most afraid cause I don’t know what I want to do. I’m 22 I can’t commit to something for the rest of my life, I can’t commit to something for a year. How am I expected to have everything figured out? How do people do this? All I want to do is meet new people, travel the world, fall in love, experience new things, find myself and help others do the same. Is there a graduate program in that?